May 2010
2 posts
I'm loosing it.
I’m not me anymore.
hmm
everything seems like its coming together now. at least i hope it is.
April 2010
1 post
stalion
a flame runs within her you could see it in her eyes theres something lying inside her ready to brake through. a girl who’s untamed who could never be bound she’s got a heart of lightning some souls would call it frightening she’s the stalion a wild one that cant be broken, she’ll keep running until she’s free until that last breathe escapes her lungs she’s a...
March 2010
4 posts
im a bird that feels like its lost its wings.
Everytime i try to write a poem, i go blank. it’s like my mind has nothing there no inspiration at all and i can’t write anything because i have nothing to write. what’s happening to me? usally i always have an inspiration or a feeling that makes me what to write a poem about something but everything i put down i end up erasing. its like im a bird who’s got its wings caught...
ugh
I dont know what to do anymore, i feel like were on an edge of a cliff slowly slipping off and im scared and this fucking kid has been trying to ruin our relationship for as long as weve been together and im so fucking tired of it. ive been having nightmares every single night and ive been waking up in tears every single morning! i dont know what to do anymore it feels as if my deppresion is...
Virtual School
Is BULLPOOPIE! i hate it.
Growing up. (Its funny how) to "the circle"
Its so funny how in only two years things can change SO quickly! its funny how it only seems like yesterday when we were all hanging out at the mall walking around laughing at the stupid asswhole security guy kicking us out. its funny how after eighth grade everyone slowly slipped away from one another even the best of friends. its funny how just two years ago we were all in a backyard smoking pot...
February 2010
6 posts
Myspace
Why does myspace have to be so addicting? its like a drug to teenagers because theres nothing else to do so we go on myspace and then we get hooked in the snap of a finger. You know i think about deleting my myspace but i’d problley go through withdraws. What would i do with my freetime? What would we do if we didnt have internet at all? ahh i wonder….but these questions will go...
i wont be.
clusterd headaches through this acheing night because i know i wont be by your warming side ill take this breath and swallow back my pride and try to find the words my brain longs to hide from me a step i take on broken glass but i still must follow this broken path of memories old diaries and old things i keep deep deep deep inside of me, dont follow me home because you’ll get lost along...
starting out
I just started out with this blogging stuff, so im going to be a little rough around the edges. ill be posting new poems i make but i rarley ever make them anymore but hopefully this will motivate me to start again. my poems always have meanings behind them or they are always inspired by someone or something and i never give that someone or something credit so from now on under all of my poems...
popping my bloging cherry
i suppose that sounds weird to you ^ but im a weird person at times.